2009 is a bad year i swear.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
with ♥ 10:33 PM
i figured. all sorts of stupid and sad and weird things happen this year. and its only feb. its like a bad omen to the coming months. :( its like things i nvr tot would happen. sighs. i wont say ath here i dont want to. but today was a weird and bad day too, cos ling saw sth she shouldnt. :\ see. sigh.
anyway. im so busy with school now that i dont even have time to update my diary on events. except sch work. so its like my planner is empty, my hw list is uber long. :\ this week totally sucks, cos yst was CCA carnival and stil got training. that means
SIX solid hours of contact with bmt. it was torture. :( sigh. training tmr again. and a devastating fact i gt to know of yst.
BMT TOURNAMENT IS PUSHED BACK TO APRIL END.shit wtf. i completely lost it when i heard the news. i dun understand how the rest can keep their cool and calm. :( oh my god. to think i was hoping march can step down alrdy. sighs. and now my body is aching
EVERY SINGLE DAY cos it doesnt have the time to heal. my back has been aching for weeks and my mum says if it doesnt get better i have t go for
acupuncture. SHIT. damn screwed up okay im so terrified of pain!!! :( sigh. well maybe then it gives me an excuse to stop training for a while. i dont want to have like whatever my ah ma is having when im old its so scary :(
now i think i dont have faith in every subject you know. :\ geog econs lit. 3 H2, none of them im sure of an A grade for A levels. oh my god its such a terrifying idea.
A's is in TEN MONTHS' time. gosh. frankly speaking im alrdy starting to gear up and attempt to study but everytime i even try to finish my hw i no more time alrdy. thanks alot to bmt. sigh.
okay i shall stop sighing. anyway. im really glad now i can catch up with j2 work.
CATCH up, not on par. so there's stil alot more work for me. plus my j1 work sucks big time. and geog is a different story.
ATMOSPHERE is difficult. :( :( :( i mean i can understand some parts and its interesting i must say and now everytime i look at the sky i can see the ITCZ and winds and everything. and
clouds are ICE. how cool is that. but if i have to take an exam on it.....:\ its very difficult to grasp it. aiyo. aiyah in all i just have alot of catching up to do for jc1 work. for all subjects.
go go go hengjinghui!!!i think its weird jc shaped me to become like that. i feel odd w/o hw now you know. like, very naked. stripped bare. lol. maybe ive begun to like studying! ......i hope. :) then life would be so much better. hahahhahahhahaha maybe i'll get smarter too and not get bored and fall asleep when i come across a boring article or have to read math or econ or geog or lit. wait a min. thats everything. -.-"
well on a happy note saturday will be lovely, sunday will be lovely, and next week is orientation week yay :D hopefully it'd be fun. alot of work to do though, more catching up of work. okay anyway thats then. now i have to rush presents and hw. :D happy happy! sentosa! baking! daiso! DIY! shopping! :D
tmr OG lists are ready. and there's a briefing for class leaders at 4pm... i hope these give me an excuse to skip training. :D
and thank goodness there's baby to keep me through these rough times. :\ i love you sweetheart. im here for you too! :D and i swear the penguin clip is the most beautiful of all. :)-jinghui-
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